So your logic is, that because you feel like they've made your life better, all the publicly available information about where they have done and are doing increasingly "evil" things, is all somehow the dreams of madmen?
Also please remember this quote from the author of Catch-22:
> Just because you're paranoid doesn't mean they aren't after you
When people like you constantly attack an organization that is increasingly useful to everyone else's well being, what else is that but paranoia?